Dear people who love people who live in faraway places,

Maybe you should sit down for this.

There are some things you should know. Simple things really, but your faraway people haven’t quite been able to sneak it into the conversation without making it completely awkward just yet.

 

Here are a few things that they might say if they could

 

I don’t live in a hut.

You’re not alone if you thought I did. It’s Gilligan’s fault really. And Dr. Livingstone. And National Geographic. And every Walt Disney production ever. It’s probably brain science too and the fact that we typically have one tiny spot in our prefrontal cortex where we cram EVERYTHING FOREIGN. So it would make sense that you might connect the dots and presume that I live in a hut or shimmy coconut trees or charm snakes.

It might also help you to know that I don’t eat leeches or tree frogs, I’ve never gotten stuck in quicksand and I am at ZERO RISK of being caned — probably.

Which brings me to my next hard to believe reality . . .

 

I like it here. 

Not just in a “nice to visit” kind of way either. This is more than a vacation and I am more than a tourist. In fact (are you still sitting down?) sometimes I call this place . . .

HOME

I’ve got people here. Good people. Lifers. We’ve gone deep and gotten close and someday when I live far away from them I’ll put a lot of effort and spend a ton of money just to get a few more golden moments with them . . . just like I do with you.

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This new place and these new people haven’t REPLACED anything . . . or anyone. It’s a different thing altogether but I like it, and I’m learning what it’s like to be home and miss home at the same time.

And maybe you should know.

 

I’ve changed.

You probably don’t notice at holiday dinners and on Skype calls because I still look the same  . . . but I’m different in my core. That’s what happens when you step away from your own culture and see it through the lenses of another.

My politics are different because those BIG screaming issues that seemed so uber-critical don’t even register over here. They still matter . . . but so do other things.

And sometimes . . . just sometimes when you say stuff and assume that I feel the same way . . .

I don’t.

My faith is different too because I found out that God and I don’t share the same passport.

My perspectives are different.

My opinions.

My emotions.

And it’s weird sometimes to go back to the places where I used to fit perfectly and not fit perfectly.

And if I’m totally honest . . .

 

I judge you. 

Sometimes I get all snooty and pretentious and feel like I’ve been enlightened to a whole new level of global understanding that you don’t have access to. Sometimes I feel a little bit judgy because you don’t see the big picture — because you’re caught up in your own little world.

That’s not true and it’s not fair — but it does happen.

And get this.

Sometimes I judge you . . . because you’re too judgy.

Figure that out.

But I probably judge you the most because . . .

 

Your jokes are just not as funny as they sounded in your head.

I know you’re just trying to connect but the horrible accents and the really bad one-liners that reduce my host culture to a painfully offensive stereotype are just . . . well . . . painful. Those stereotypes are now friends of mine — so you’re talking about my people.

I feel the same way when they make bad jokes about you.

There’s so much more I want to say but I probably never will.

Things like . . .

 

Facebook is only 10% true.

Those selfies are legit. We went to those places and it was SO cool . . . but we also do dishes. And we get bored. And we get cranky. And we binge Netflix.  And sometimes, right after we post our global landmark, smiley pics we spend three hours stuck staring at our phones looking at other people’s 10% truth posts . . . and idiotic political memes . . . and kittens.

But we don’t say that on our socials. We just smile for the selfies.

That’s real . . . but there’s a whole other 90%.

And

 

I’m not a superhero for doing this

If you only knew how incompetent I feel sometimes.

And

 

I know it’s expensive but I want you to come visit

I LOVE it when I get to see you but I wish you could see me HERE. I have so much to show you. I want you to meet my people. I want you to eat this food.

I want you to hear me speak this language and be like, “PHUAWW YOU’RE AMAZING.” And I’ll be like, “Yeah, I been practicing” but I’ll know in my head that I just said it completely wrong and so will the guy I said it to but you won’t because you’re even MORE INCOMPETENT than me.

I want you to smell this place and hear this place and touch this place because it would connect us on a whole different level.

And

This is a big one.

 

I’m NOT breaking my kids.

I’m really not. There is SO much goodness and richness and beauty built into the core of who they are becoming through this experience. It goes so much deeper than seeing cool places and learning new languages.

They’re being shaped with perspectives that you and I never dreamed of.

They’re being equipped with understanding about people that will uniquely qualify them for good, good things.

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They’re having fun.

They’ve got friends.

They’ve got a future.

And it’s solid.

And it’s global.

And it’s good.

And one last thing . . .

 

Not all of these are true

Most of them are. For me and for other expats. But something here doesn’t apply to me. This was written by some guy who was trying to generalize the entire expat experience for all expats everywhere.

You can’t do that.

Some of this really hits home for me . . . and I want you to know it. But some of it doesn’t.

Maybe I DON’T really like it here. Maybe your jokes ARE funny. Maybe I DO live in a hut.

The only way to find out . . . is to talk.

And I would love that.

 

Dear Expats.

What connects? What doesn’t? What would you add?

Here’s your chance to say it. Comment below.